{253/366 | JJ} Seasons of My Life

Remember that baby shower I mentioned yesterday?  Well, it brought  the reoccurring conundrum to the forefront of my consciousness yet again. Are we done? Do I really want another child, or is it just nostalgia brought up by seeing women pregnant with their first babies and seeing the excitement and wonder of it? (I was around 5 of such women in one day.)  There are so many reasons not to, and I’m pretty sure that we are not heading down that path, but it saddens me to think of having that amazing season in my life is over.  Or, am I going to have that feeling forever? Maybe it’s not longing for another child, but just the intense intense desire to rewind time and experience it all again. Maybe it is just best to accept where the ocean tides are taking me at this very moment, and revel in every second…knowing that in the very near future, I will be nostalgic about all that is occurring presently.  And until the baby fever passes, I will just go to Blam’s house and get a fix. 😉